Sunrise

when the morning comes
and day breaks
i rise up and meet
the challenges up ahead

on the long road of life
the cliched, the feeling of strife
hits and pain is all i feel
and sometimes wonder about the deal

realism is better than a lie
and then i think back and sigh
because truths hurt more than they should
even more than i thought they could

when you
stop smiling
stop answering
stop looking
the hurt is there
but then i think back
should i care?

ooooooookay, that was weird. yeah, i know i did it in like 5 minutes or so. but i just felt. sad. perhaps? not sure. found out that friday will definitely be getting back results. i'm not sure whether that's good news or bad. but it's better than worrying. what will come will come. no matter how much we avoid something, it's always there waiting for us. sounds like a stalker. maybe.